Sunny day today but rainy in my heart....

Wow,it's been a while didn't write blog already.
Looking back is already past 5 years plus. Today,I suddenly want to write is because I really feel upset. I am upset of someone,the one I trust and love.She's the one who 'created' me today....why I said like that?
We are the same from a mother's womb came out.Maybe she is the eldest daughter,eldest sister...but I really did respect her,but every time when she got problem like need my help in word spelling or when she been bullied,she shared with me,maybe I really too naive,I believed she really need me and I m the one who came in her heart first when she wants me,I m happy...but why? Why she likes to stab me behind or hurt everybody else,then she still thinks she is the innocent one? I really hate her!!! All the while she was doing is just Hypocrite....I really pity on her,if she is an actress,I really raise my thumbs up.....O.K. Stop,I got to tell myself! Every time I forgive her,but just give the biggest space to step forward to hurt me,Big Sis,i Really very disappointed with u,you never learn to be mature,coz u r a bullies....the people always bully other is a never grown up.I m very shame I got a sister like u,very humiliating! When u had misunderstanding with Second Sis,she came to me and told me everything u did,but I still stand by your side....because I trust you are not the type she's saying...now I cry in my heart,I really read your mind...I really don't want to have that image like she describe you in my mind,but I guess...it's really time I have to wake up and stop being a foolish to believe you are an angel...U r really too much! The more we didn't count with you,the more advantage you took on us,you really assaulting our family!Did you ever look into the mirror and see the ugliest face or your the other side? Where is your eligibility to say other while you didn't have the mouth to say your own? Four fingers pointing back at yourself when you use a finger to point and assault people.Shame on You!
Did you ever betray people and still saying that people betrayed you first?I am now contented with my life,U please stop being a busybody to separate people's family which you don't have such happiness,then you are very envy and jealous with your sisters...
For these...I  really wont say much,here,now,I pray to the Almighty that you are safe and happy,independent,please don't ever try to interfere my life,my family,my kids,my in laws,my husband,because you are nothing to us,just leave us alone.Thanks for what u did to me that night! At least I realized I m nothing and no one in your life,May peace be upon with you!
May the lost find the way...may the despair meets the end!

Happy New Year 2010

First,I wish all the people who knows me,and I know one,Happy New Year...cherish all the good,forget all the bad,let's start the new life and may this new year brings us the best and prosperous.Less than a month,is Chinese New Year.I hope in this year beginning will make me happy...that's it...cheers!

Trip To Singapore 23~30.10.2008

this cake is made by my god-brother,Andy Choo.

me outside at the mrt station

inside the mrt,been to Tampines to shop,i think.

Night view of singapore city,i took from above in the sky flyer.

May and I in the sky flyer,$29.50 per entry.

outside the singapore airlines bulding,my god-brother worked in there as a cook,but that day he went to get his last pay,coz he has set up his own business in the town,so proud for him.

the sky flyer....30 minutes per ride.

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May and I outside the Kwan Yin temple at Bugis Street,very famous one and wishes will come true if u pray something from there...

Recently...

Talk about recently,I had went to learn bake cake,I've learnt to bake a birthday cake for my Honey,tomorrow is his real birthday,but we've celebrated it yesterday,I've baked a blueberry topping cheese cake for him,is very yummy,he said,luckily can eat,ha ha,I am gonna the real first one in this coming 26/27 th Dec,for my recently hanging around with,May...she is a hair dresser,i will intro to everyone soon...i've been to Singapore with her on last 23/10-30/10.We had an unforgettable and precious time together although just one week in there.

Her birthday is just one month earlier than mine,the same day but different month and year.

In here,I would like to wish her A wonderful Happy Birthday To May Ho.....wish her has a Good Health And Success In her Carrier and Relationship too,Cheers!

spider web,spider web,and dusts all around....

Aiyo,luckily got friend helped me,that is Rose,..thanks Rose,I almost get lost ki,Ha ha,i know too long didnt update my blog liao,i also feel paiseh to face everyone,ha,never mind i promise i try get back to everyone sooner,maybe got blur a bit but i'll try to update all my stories and 'asal usul',haha...


And most important is I want to greet everyone here A Merry Christmas,and A prosperous New Year in 2009.I hope all my dreams will come true,and hope everyone have a healthy body and success in everything you all are doing,All The Best to you and me!

Nicole's 2nd Birthday.

Finally,two years old already,her actual birthday was on 17th July,but we celebrated on the 16th.We ate Foochow mee sua,fried bee hoon and fried noodles prepared by her Ah Ma,Nicole also got a present from her er-yi@ Jessie,thanks on behalf Nicole.She also had a Barney birthday cake from her Daddy.

Barney's birthday cake.

Nicole with fried noodles 1.

Nicole with fried noodles 2.

Nicole with fried noodles 3.

Nicole and birthday cake,

Nicole is two years old.

Singing birthday song for her.

She is waiting to blow the candles.

Nicole&Jimmy