Living In Here Is Worse Than Living In Hell.

Living in here is worse than living in hell.Why I said like that?..Because this is really worse than in hell,in hell,been torture still can cry out,but in here,cant even cough a sound when been tortured.Which one is more suffer?

I didnt write for the past 9 days is not because I am very peace,but I really dunno how to write it out in here,till just now,I showered my daughter,that old lady went to complain about me to my husband,then when I am done with my daughter,I came out,she just stared at me,I hate that look!..Because I really dunno how to describe that look,see...there she came in here my room again,pretend asking me,'You already eat ar?'...i just said 'Ng',she asked again,'You said you want to eat Pak Ting just now,right?',I said'Later'.

What the....she told me she forgot to buy Mee Suah,there's only left some like enough for baby to eat.She is so thick face to ask me some more.

Thank God,finally she went out already,if not,I won't talk to her tonight.

She complained about to my Hubby is because i didnt give her money for two weeks already.

Is there any law that girls got married must give money to their parents in law and responsible all the home expenses like daughter's milk,diapers,taking care of daughter although busy,and although already given the parents in law money to help look after daughter one?

Where is the justice?Ok,then,nevermind,I give,but I dont have any proper income yet,just sometimes depends on my business,my small business in proposing life insurance,I still not so expert in this field,just sold one or two cases only,yet is monthly mode,small amount only.

But she still not satisfied with me,I did give her,just skipped for one or two times nia,she already started to 'lo soing' again....I really cant stand her anymore,I want to look for place to move,I dont want to stay here anymore,there's so much I can bear but I just cant take it anymore!!!

She is really too much! She just came back from Kota Kinabalu last Friday night,we went to pick her lo,but at the end she said what?Didnt say or show thank you,is small case,already get used to it,coz maybe she thinked is our job to pick her coz she is my Hubby's mother,she told me but didnt tell my Hubby this...'Ah,Ah Non's sister got give money to Father leh',like that,I was thinking what she wants to hint.I asked my Hubby that did she tell him,he said no,and I asked him why she always tell me one leh?

He asked me to hear from the left ear and out from the right only,but I am on fire,big fire!

I told him,I rather send or pick my own family member,at least they know how to say thank you or show gratitude.That lao cha bo is really over!!!

Just now I told my Hubby,if she is asking for more money,ask her to wait outside the door,I will burn for her,burn joss papers for her!

I know I am rude,but who can stand in this kind of situation,if really in dry condition,even my own daughter's milk also sometimes cant buy ar...

I really want to find place to move out no matter what.

ANyone out there know where or got place to introduce to me?

Of course not too expensive for the rental one la.

Sometimes I really want to quarrel with her,but my Hubby always stopped me.

Can anyone out there help me? Just leave comment for me is there any clue ok?

Thanks to all first!