No way I will not coming back to stay in here again

Last Wednesday,I came home busy doing something,then I heard my Hubby said his mom fell down out there,asked me go to see woe,then i go lo,I tot they both are just acting only,then i passed the medication oil to him and asked him to pass to his mom.His mom looks very sad,red eyes with tears,maybe too painful la,I was so worry that she will kneel down in front of me to beg me to move back again,my Mom said cannot let other people to kneel in front of us when they are begging something or what,coz they might make us unlucky,they will take away our luck,so I was so alert for that lo.

Mana tahu,the next day,I brought baby home also,then she suddenly like so sad asking me to move back saying all the things now increased prices,I just walked away,so what?
I thought if I move back also the prices wont decrease ma right?
So I just ignored her,hahaha,my heart so 'song',coz I didnt answer her back.

She never treat me as her daughter in law,she just treated like I m invisible one,so I wont care she is sincere to me anymore.

Not that I m cruel,who asked her to start it first?

Almost Piah Ding@Fighting

Why? Because that old lady scolded my hubby,that time I was preparing to go out already,I run back to house because I was very angry that moment but my hubby stopped me because we are rushing out to somewhere else,actually I want to scold back again,because she was saying bad words in Foochow and she was facing me,and I thought she was yelling at me so,that's why I was so angry.

If that time wasn't rushing out to do important thing,I will quarrel with her again,so dare she asked my hubby to tell me that I must speak to her first,I said wait long long....I know it's been a week already I didnt talk to her,so what,I didnt fell uncomfortable leh,she was trying to ask money from her son again,I said ask her to wait at the door there,then she will know what I am going to do liao.

Never mind,I will be patient for a while again,I am looking for house to move out,I dont care what she will thinks it's better to stuck in there,right?

There no more better way out beside move out,because there is not a place for human to stay!!!

I will pray for what I am doing is for my own hubby and daughter's good.

Everybody wish me luck and pray for me,ya? Amitabha.....

Finally...

Last night,in the middle of the night,no,no,supposed to say is this early morning,at around 1 am something,I finally had the gut to cry out,I gave that old lady a warning,I told her,'Why you always wants to say something behind me?'

Last night,I went out,and the last place was to the airport,we had our supper there,we ate KFC,then we went home after that.
I told my Hubby I want my baby to sleep with me tonight,his mom came out and see,she asked why,what happened to me,my Hubby said I was angry,she said,'........ (I didnt hear what she said).....till the last part I heard,'I dont want to care about her already'....at the same time I appeared at her back,she was standing at the opposite room talking to my Hubby,her face was different when she found out I stand at her back.

I asked her lo,'why u always wants to say behind me?' She acted innocent said,'I didnt,I just asked Ah Non when got money to pay me.....',then I said,'Really?' 'hen how come I heard he said the different thing as you said one?' I said.

She denied everything,then I start to say out everything,I heard my Hubby said her somemore,then her eyes became red,she just went back to her room,I told my Hubby,why he wants to add in somemore,then he said he did it not purposely one.

After for almost 2 or 3 hours,I asked my hubby to go to her room to see whether she is ok or not,then I heard him said she didnt want to answer him when he asked her,'Are you ok?'.

What?Acted pity ar?

But according to my Hubby,he said,'if she didnt admit she is wrong,sure she will wakes his father up to argue with me,but indeed she didnt,that's means she knew that she is wrong already',he said.

I apologised to him,I said I couldnt keep quiet anymore,I must let her know,not her can simply act like a king,we two also will fight back one.

So what do u all think?I am the one is guilty,I know.

I am rude,I know,but i didnt scold her,I just told her in the higher tone only.if not,she is too much.

That's all for now,ta ta.

Living In Here Is Worse Than Living In Hell.

Living in here is worse than living in hell.Why I said like that?..Because this is really worse than in hell,in hell,been torture still can cry out,but in here,cant even cough a sound when been tortured.Which one is more suffer?

I didnt write for the past 9 days is not because I am very peace,but I really dunno how to write it out in here,till just now,I showered my daughter,that old lady went to complain about me to my husband,then when I am done with my daughter,I came out,she just stared at me,I hate that look!..Because I really dunno how to describe that look,see...there she came in here my room again,pretend asking me,'You already eat ar?'...i just said 'Ng',she asked again,'You said you want to eat Pak Ting just now,right?',I said'Later'.

What the....she told me she forgot to buy Mee Suah,there's only left some like enough for baby to eat.She is so thick face to ask me some more.

Thank God,finally she went out already,if not,I won't talk to her tonight.

She complained about to my Hubby is because i didnt give her money for two weeks already.

Is there any law that girls got married must give money to their parents in law and responsible all the home expenses like daughter's milk,diapers,taking care of daughter although busy,and although already given the parents in law money to help look after daughter one?

Where is the justice?Ok,then,nevermind,I give,but I dont have any proper income yet,just sometimes depends on my business,my small business in proposing life insurance,I still not so expert in this field,just sold one or two cases only,yet is monthly mode,small amount only.

But she still not satisfied with me,I did give her,just skipped for one or two times nia,she already started to 'lo soing' again....I really cant stand her anymore,I want to look for place to move,I dont want to stay here anymore,there's so much I can bear but I just cant take it anymore!!!

She is really too much! She just came back from Kota Kinabalu last Friday night,we went to pick her lo,but at the end she said what?Didnt say or show thank you,is small case,already get used to it,coz maybe she thinked is our job to pick her coz she is my Hubby's mother,she told me but didnt tell my Hubby this...'Ah,Ah Non's sister got give money to Father leh',like that,I was thinking what she wants to hint.I asked my Hubby that did she tell him,he said no,and I asked him why she always tell me one leh?

He asked me to hear from the left ear and out from the right only,but I am on fire,big fire!

I told him,I rather send or pick my own family member,at least they know how to say thank you or show gratitude.That lao cha bo is really over!!!

Just now I told my Hubby,if she is asking for more money,ask her to wait outside the door,I will burn for her,burn joss papers for her!

I know I am rude,but who can stand in this kind of situation,if really in dry condition,even my own daughter's milk also sometimes cant buy ar...

I really want to find place to move out no matter what.

ANyone out there know where or got place to introduce to me?

Of course not too expensive for the rental one la.

Sometimes I really want to quarrel with her,but my Hubby always stopped me.

Can anyone out there help me? Just leave comment for me is there any clue ok?

Thanks to all first!